Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Are you serious!

So far I have had a pretty simple non complicated pregnancy. When I read what other women at my stage are going through all I can say is, "Thank you peanut for being nice to mommy". For the first few weeks all I felt was really tired, like I hadn't slept at all the night before even if I had gotten like 10hrs of sleep and I was peeing just a bit more than usual. I have also had some light abdominal cramps, but nothing really serious. Well for the last 2 maybe 3 weeks I have been starving all the time. Like right now, I just had this huge breakfast of pancakes, turkey bacon and oranges less than 45mins ago and now I feel like I haven't ate all day. Plus it seems like all I want is junk food anymore. Like yesterday I had a little debbie cosmic brownie (I love those) and my mom said becareful of what you eat because what you put on you have to work to take back off. Come on, lay off the pregnant chick. She was pregnant once (3 times actually) so she should know how it feels. I can't say that I have had any real cravings, well there are somedays when there is something I want and I will do anything for it. The other day my husband and I were out and I falafel and that was all that sounded good.
Lately I have been unable to sleep the whole night. Before I would wake up to run to the bathroom, but now I am just waking up or I am starving. I am tossing in turning in my sleep and can't seem to get comfortable anymore, although it could be that I am not sleeping in my bed, we will see when I get back to Logan if things change. I have also found myself to be a bit more moody, I think my husband would agree. If you didn't know I was pregnant you may think I am bi-polar because my moods change so rapidly. One minute I am a ball of joy, just happy as a calm and the next...I am either crying my eyes out or I am just mad about something. Sadly, when my husband is home he gets the worse of it, but I am glad he loves me and understands. I know it's also getting harder for him to pick on me, something we used to do. I find myself either getting mad about it or so upset that I start crying. And then yesterday I got teary eyed at the show, "I didn't know I was pregnant." I also get teary eyed when I look at my boobs and think they are getting bigger and bigger, again not that my husband has an issue with that. Then a few Sundays ago I decided not to go to church because I felt fat in everything I tried on, nothing looked right and I broke down in tears again.
Please tell me that this gets better. I guess I would much rather deal with the moodiness, sleepless nights and hunger than morning(all day) sickness.

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